I really hate feelings.
Why can’t people just be straight forward. Straight forward. Say what you mean, mean what you say. Be faithful to your feelings.
I am just so frusterated.
How hard is it to say what you want.
Stick with it.
Words cannot describe my frustration right now.
I feel like im grasping at sand, sand that was never mine to begin with.
This is so stupid. Why am I doing this.
This will never work.
I wish I could talk myself out of this.
I don’t want to do this.
Or feel this way.
Why did i think that this would work? Why did i think I’d be good enough. People only want what they don’t have.
I’m only good enough, until you have me.
