Thoughts as words I'll never say.
Enjoy.
“If I had a gun with two bullets and I was in a room with Hitler, Bin Laden, and Toby, I would shoot Toby twice.” —Michael Scott
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Just breathe
2 AM and she calls me ‘cause I’m still awake,
“Can you help me unravel my latest mistake?,
I don’t love him. Winter just wasn’t my season”
Yeah we walk through the doors, so accusing their eyes
Like they have any right at all to criticize,
Hypocrites. You’re all here for the very same reason
Just imagine if things had gone some other way. I have done alot of reflecting on the past. What if things had gone different. Would if I had decided the little things didn’t mean as much as i put them out to be?
What if I had been patient.
What if I didn’t feel like I was suffocating.
What if i had sought help sooner?
What if I had said what I really felt when i felt it.
I am upset about where certain people in my life have ended up. I wonder alot if it was me that affected their life that made them , or better yet drove them to where they are. I know myself. I am over whelming. I want things to go my way. And if people don’t adhere or dont want to, they want to run. Far. Away. I hate that I do that. I feel subconciously that I am challenging someone to challenge me back. Tell me what I want. Tell me the way it is going to be.
‘Cause you can’t jump the track, we’re like cars on a cable
And life’s like an hourglass, glued to the table
No one can find the rewind button, girl.
So cradle your head in your hands
And breathe… just breathe,
Oh breathe, just breathe
Would if I had chosen to act out these feelings that I had. What if I had waited one week before taking a certain date.
I can’t stop wondering.
2 AM and I’m still awake, writing a song
If I get it all down on paper, it’s no longer inside of me,
Threatening the life it belongs to
And I feel like I’m naked in front of the crowd
Cause these words are my diary, screaming out loud
And I know that you’ll use them, however you want to
The ABC’s of Jim and Pam - E » Engagement.
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